I always think that, it’s not where you go that matters, it’s what you want to do matters. One of my best friends, we have became friends ever since we were in primary school. I know he is boy with strong ambition, and always want to conquer the world. Now he want to go to America. As I see it, it’s maybe a good place for him. A place that makes him super power. At that old days, we always talked math and something interesting or something wired. He is odd, and don’t like to talk to others. but at last we became friends. All of this, it is a long story. It’s surprising how late in life you still get that “I can’t believe I’m a grown-up” feeling. I know..it has gone.. and with my childhood.
And these days, I met a girl. I think it’s a gift that god brings to me. I have waited for it for 22 years. It is such long time that nearly make me insane. she is such a girl, beautiful, kindhearted, high IQ, and always behave like a child. The most important thing is when she in a chair next to me, I felt happy, safe and comfortable, and maybe that’s part of what love is.
I am not a sentimental person, I told myself. I don’t know why I always felt sad and rootless. Later I know why, I am a melancholy boy who always… But the answer is no longer important to me. Now I realise I do choose how I shell live: courageously or in cowardice, honorably or dishonorably, with purpose or in drift. I decide what makes me significant is either what I do or what I refuse to do. And as I decide and choose, so are my life formed. In the end, form my own destiny is what I want to be.
But it’s not the whole story, I’m growing..life still on the go.
OK.. in the near future (schedule)
deep into embeded system (VxWork,QNX,CE..)
proficient in c/data structure(C++ STL)
algorithm as much as better
more familar with Unix/Linux
Toefl (get 3 month to parpre)
CET-6 (At least 550)
japanese (on the go)
keep a good mood and ‘heathy heart’
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time and tide waits for no man.